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Saturday, September 24th, 2011
11:27 pm
I am so tired of getting artwork now... been shafted by four people for a while now. Good artists who just do shit for all the money I gave them or just disappear. Is there place I could post info about bad artists or something?

Current Mood: pissed off
Monday, April 18th, 2011
2:09 am
I am getting back into being a pokemon nerd, whee! And with the breeding part of the game I am looking for other players to trade with.

If there is anyone out there who has a female of one of the starters I would be willing to trade over my Serperior or my Oshawott so they can breed them and get me a female of my own? I am sending mine as a show of good faith.

If I can get my own female version of these pokemon then I could breed more and then trade for more rare pokemon over the global trade connection... I feel like such a nerd but it's fun! XD

Current Mood: happy
Sunday, April 3rd, 2011
1:34 am
Another simple post on my LJ. Just been working lots, got a 3DS and Pokemon Black, very much enjoying it! Last Pokemon game I played was Blue back when Gen1 was the only games around. Also been playing a ton of Mass Effect 1 and 2, amazing games they are. :D

Current Mood: calm
Saturday, February 19th, 2011
3:00 am
I'm here
Tell me one assumption you have made about me and I'll tell you if you're right or not.

I'm still alive and kicking, just not much to post on here. Working, got some new artwork, had my birthday party. Just living life.
Tuesday, January 11th, 2011
3:28 pm
Which was yesterday. Wasn't a bad day for me, but nothing amazing. Was nice to get birthday wishes and all.

Back to work for me.

Current Mood: sore
Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
12:49 pm
Even though it is a day late, happy new year everyone! Also, hope you all had a great Christmas.

I hope this year goes better for me and things turn around.

Didn't get anything much for Christmas but that is usually how it goes since my birthday is in 8 days now. It sort of gets split between the two events.

Current Mood: blah
Sunday, November 21st, 2010
11:26 pm
So sore... I've been helping my oldest sister move to her new house and have spent well over 20 hours over the last two days doing that. My hands, arms, and feet hurt so much. x.x

Nothing else to report.

Current Mood: exhausted
12:21 am
Nothing new here. Same old stuff, work, housework, helping family move. I read just about every bodies journals, just rarely have anything to comment on.

Hope things are well on your end of the world.

Current Mood: blank
Tuesday, October 5th, 2010
8:08 pm
Stolen from Mekolai
To the first five people who comment to this post, I will gift you with something of my own crafting. It may be an icon, a manip, a drawing, a ficlet, or something completely random. You may love it or you may think it sucks, but regardless, it will be made with ♥love♥ for you from me.

Feel free to give me a hint of what you might like (ship, character, actor/actress, fandom, color, etc).

The catch? You must pay it forward and post this in your journal so you can gift 5 of your friends with special gifts made by you.

Note: I do not art personally, but I do write and I could find other ways to get something for you. :)

Current Mood: content
Monday, August 23rd, 2010
1:17 am
Work and arts!
I am still around here, just don't post to LJ, but I do read everything people posts! Though I always lack the words to respond. Never been good at such things.

I've been working my tail off lots and have gotten lots of new artwork which is on my FA page. Plus more to come!


As far as real life, I have a newborn niece as of two weeks ago and as of today, a nephew. What an eventful summer! XD
Friday, July 9th, 2010
9:58 pm
AC loot
Careful, there is some NSFW artwork in there.

Sunday, May 9th, 2010
11:27 pm
Thursday, April 29th, 2010
12:30 am
The problem with monorail engineers is they all have a one track mind!

And a funny pic! http://i39.tinypic.com/28mz9.jpg
Thursday, April 15th, 2010
7:25 pm
Just for kicks...
want to move my last post out of the way... *shakes his head* I need to REALLY change a lot and move away from my old and bad past.

so.... nothing new besides that I am got to mow the lawn today! (Which isn't really that cool)

Current Mood: okay
Tuesday, April 13th, 2010
11:56 pm
Yet again...
The realization of how easily one's hopes can be so false and how those hopes can be so easily shattered and still hurt, has hit me again. Further more, depression does not help with the realization. I try so hard to fight this depression, to make myself better, to someone I want to be.

I just want to find someone that would inspire me to do better, to have a hope for! But that was shot down with simple words. My hopes are always messed up. Blah! Just venting and ranting here, not much to say beside I am emo. XD

Current Mood: blah
Monday, April 5th, 2010
10:02 pm
Time to change
I am over the sad part of this event. I need to try my best to learn from it and move on to better myself. I've decided that when my health care does go through from my new job, I will get medication for my depression. I want this to stop, I want to stop hurting people I hold so close. I need to not just use the meds when I get the, but also work at myself and learn to better myself as a whole. I am going to try to go to college again this fall, but paying for it all out of my pocket and I will not work even more with my passions of writing and maybe learn to art as well.

I just have to keep a smile on my face and put my all into bettering myself, for myself, and for those that care about me, and those I want to care about. I just hope that anyone I have hurt in the past an forgive me for my faults.

Current Mood: hopeful
3:34 pm
eating me..
Wish I knew what to write sometimes, but it will either be emo ranting from my messed up head or nothing at all. Either I sayy how I feel and get more emo and maybe lose friends, or I say nothing and let it bottle up and lose myself. I know there is something wrong in my head, not something I ca control all the time, it... just snaps when I get too much negetive emotion and I spiral downward to a point where it more then likely hurts someone I hold dear.

Yeah, I am trying to vent some and let my feelings out in a controled manner, but I just doubt I can hold together another 4 months to get my meds. Depression sucks! You think you can control it but that is lie and I know this by hard and unfortant fact. I am far from perfect, but holding this back only lasts so long.

If I were my true self and without depression... I could pass college, have more friend, IRL and other places, write/art again. I just wish it would be gone...

Thanks for reading.

Current Mood: melancholy
Sunday, April 4th, 2010
9:00 pm
I messed up again... I hurt a friend due to my depression... I regret doing it so much.. it has been eating me up since it happened the other day. I was a fool and of course did what I used to do. I thought I had worked it out, but it seems I really do need help other then myself or something.

I am going to try to get medications again for my depression and hope it will help me. I just wish I wasn't the fool that I was and hurt my friend and wish I knew how to tell my friend I am sorry for what I did...

I am so sorry, please forgive me.

Comments are screened for now...

Current Mood: Pained
Thursday, March 25th, 2010
2:11 pm
Happy bDay to LOD
Hope you have a great Birthday LOD! :D

Because she is so cool!

and I am jumping on the bandwagon too... :P

Current Mood: good
Friday, February 26th, 2010
4:10 am
Funny links
Garry's mod and Pokemon come together!


Something.... avatar.. and out there! a tad NSFW due to theme, no bits or anything.

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