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|Saturday, September 24th, 2011|
I am so tired of getting artwork now... been shafted by four people for a while now. Good artists who just do shit for all the money I gave them or just disappear. Is there place I could post info about bad artists or something? Current Mood: pissed off
|Monday, April 18th, 2011|
I am getting back into being a pokemon nerd, whee! And with the breeding part of the game I am looking for other players to trade with.
If there is anyone out there who has a female of one of the starters I would be willing to trade over my Serperior or my Oshawott so they can breed them and get me a female of my own? I am sending mine as a show of good faith.
If I can get my own female version of these pokemon then I could breed more and then trade for more rare pokemon over the global trade connection... I feel like such a nerd but it's fun! XD Current Mood: happy
|Sunday, April 3rd, 2011|
Another simple post on my LJ. Just been working lots, got a 3DS and Pokemon Black, very much enjoying it! Last Pokemon game I played was Blue back when Gen1 was the only games around. Also been playing a ton of Mass Effect 1 and 2, amazing games they are. :D Current Mood: calm
|Saturday, February 19th, 2011|
Tell me one assumption you have made about me and I'll tell you if you're right or not.
I'm still alive and kicking, just not much to post on here. Working, got some new artwork, had my birthday party. Just living life.
|Tuesday, January 11th, 2011|
Which was yesterday. Wasn't a bad day for me, but nothing amazing. Was nice to get birthday wishes and all.
Back to work for me. Current Mood: sore
|Sunday, January 2nd, 2011|
Even though it is a day late, happy new year everyone! Also, hope you all had a great Christmas.
I hope this year goes better for me and things turn around.
Didn't get anything much for Christmas but that is usually how it goes since my birthday is in 8 days now. It sort of gets split between the two events. Current Mood: blah
|Sunday, November 21st, 2010|
So sore... I've been helping my oldest sister move to her new house and have spent well over 20 hours over the last two days doing that. My hands, arms, and feet hurt so much. x.x
Nothing else to report. Current Mood: exhausted
Nothing new here. Same old stuff, work, housework, helping family move. I read just about every bodies journals, just rarely have anything to comment on.
Hope things are well on your end of the world. Current Mood: blank
|Tuesday, October 5th, 2010|
|Stolen from Mekolai
To the first five people who comment to this post, I will gift you with something of my own crafting. It may be an icon, a manip, a drawing, a ficlet, or something completely random. You may love it or you may think it sucks, but regardless, it will be made with ♥love♥ for you from me.
Feel free to give me a hint of what you might like (ship, character, actor/actress, fandom, color, etc).
The catch? You must pay it forward and post this in your journal so you can gift 5 of your friends with special gifts made by you.
Note: I do not art personally, but I do write and I could find other ways to get something for you. :) Current Mood: content
|Monday, August 23rd, 2010|
|Work and arts!
I am still around here, just don't post to LJ, but I do read everything people posts! Though I always lack the words to respond. Never been good at such things.
I've been working my tail off lots and have gotten lots of new artwork which is on my FA page. Plus more to come!http://www.furaffinity.net/user/draco-cretel/
As far as real life, I have a newborn niece as of two weeks ago and as of today, a nephew. What an eventful summer! XD
|Friday, July 9th, 2010|
|Sunday, May 9th, 2010|
|Thursday, April 29th, 2010|
|Thursday, April 15th, 2010|
|Just for kicks...
want to move my last post out of the way... *shakes his head* I need to REALLY change a lot and move away from my old and bad past.
so.... nothing new besides that I am got to mow the lawn today! (Which isn't really that cool) Current Mood: okay
|Tuesday, April 13th, 2010|
The realization of how easily one's hopes can be so false and how those hopes can be so easily shattered and still hurt, has hit me again. Further more, depression does not help with the realization. I try so hard to fight this depression, to make myself better, to someone I want to be.
I just want to find someone that would inspire me to do better, to have a hope for! But that was shot down with simple words. My hopes are always messed up. Blah! Just venting and ranting here, not much to say beside I am emo. XD Current Mood: blah
|Monday, April 5th, 2010|
|Time to change
I am over the sad part of this event. I need to try my best to learn from it and move on to better myself. I've decided that when my health care does go through from my new job, I will get medication for my depression. I want this to stop, I want to stop hurting people I hold so close. I need to not just use the meds when I get the, but also work at myself and learn to better myself as a whole. I am going to try to go to college again this fall, but paying for it all out of my pocket and I will not work even more with my passions of writing and maybe learn to art as well.
I just have to keep a smile on my face and put my all into bettering myself, for myself, and for those that care about me, and those I want to care about. I just hope that anyone I have hurt in the past an forgive me for my faults. Current Mood: hopeful
Wish I knew what to write sometimes, but it will either be emo ranting from my messed up head or nothing at all. Either I sayy how I feel and get more emo and maybe lose friends, or I say nothing and let it bottle up and lose myself. I know there is something wrong in my head, not something I ca control all the time, it... just snaps when I get too much negetive emotion and I spiral downward to a point where it more then likely hurts someone I hold dear.
Yeah, I am trying to vent some and let my feelings out in a controled manner, but I just doubt I can hold together another 4 months to get my meds. Depression sucks! You think you can control it but that is lie and I know this by hard and unfortant fact. I am far from perfect, but holding this back only lasts so long.
If I were my true self and without depression... I could pass college, have more friend, IRL and other places, write/art again. I just wish it would be gone...
Thanks for reading. Current Mood: melancholy
|Sunday, April 4th, 2010|
I messed up again... I hurt a friend due to my depression... I regret doing it so much.. it has been eating me up since it happened the other day. I was a fool and of course did what I used to do. I thought I had worked it out, but it seems I really do need help other then myself or something.
I am going to try to get medications again for my depression and hope it will help me. I just wish I wasn't the fool that I was and hurt my friend and wish I knew how to tell my friend I am sorry for what I did...
I am so sorry, please forgive me.
Comments are screened for now... Current Mood: Pained
|Thursday, March 25th, 2010|
|Happy bDay to LOD
Hope you have a great Birthday LOD! :D
Because she is so cool!
and I am jumping on the bandwagon too... :P Current Mood: good
|Friday, February 26th, 2010|